CONCLUSION: EMOTIONAL OUTBURST

A time when you can't hold back emotions. A time when you need to say eveything you need to say to breath easily. It's hard comming from someone who doesn't say much about their feelings. So once and for all I said it, thru text. Not a good manner I suggest. It gives me chills as well. A long time partner who has been there for the longest time and proof, he's gone. Not literally, but you can't feel his presence anymore. At times you need to understand what it is,what that means, or how it is. Questions can't be answered! Period. To tell you it's not my intension to break up with that person. I don't. I really don't. I just want him to change his ways. It's tough. Yes, I did hurt him. His feelings, his ego, or maybe all parts of him. Eventually it will affect an aspect of his life. I don't know. Maybe I'll never know. I don't want to know. Or maybe I do. Really troublesome. I don't know what's gonna happen yet but I hope this will have a positive result.